toe my tod tormat

toe my tod tormat!

i'm aware that this was on the runway

 approximately* a season ago

and we sat on my toddler twin bed and watched it

we being me, katie, and hannah

i'll sporadically think about it and how beautiful and perfect it is

and get a hopeless feeling, i don't know why

kind of like when someone says they're going to

san juan capistrano in passing and i'm not, you know?

like kind of pissed and kind of nostalgic for the future

*approximately shall be used in instances when one wants to say like, 

the twins know who they are - always saying like like like